28 February 2010

My future?


I know it's late, and I should be in bed. BUT I just found this video and it blew my mind! This, for some reason, gets to me. I'd love to travel to all these places and see the world. Meet all those people. It drives me crazy just thinking about it! How lucky would that be, to be able to do that? Maybe someday...maybe. I thought that this was perfect timing too. I'm struggling deciding what to do with my future. Mainly, where to go to school. I'm still waiting to hear from BYU Hawaii, which is where I've been wanting to go for the past 2 years. Now I'm not so sure, I'm really confused. I finally get what people mean when they say how hard it is to leave high school and plan for the future. I wish that I could know what's coming ahead in life. To see where I'll be in a few years even. Everything is so up in the air right now... I hate it. I like knowing things. And at the moment I feel like I know nothing. Whatever happens I know I'll be fine. And wherever I go I know I'll have friends and people that love and support me. It's just hard to decide, you know? Luckily, I already have the best friends in the world. I had a really good talk tonight with someone that always puts things into perspective for me. Really got me thinking on the right track. The only thing I can hope for is to be able to look back in 10 years and know that I made the right choices. OY!
Life is good!

1 comment:

Amber said...

Sometimes not knowing is the most fun because you can be pleasantly surprised rather than trying to live to maybe some unrealistic expectations. But thats just my rational for a hatred of planning and living life as spontaniously as possible. Its good and bad. I hope you get in to BYU-H though. I would kill to live there again.